muscling gratitude

August 31, 2016 § 2 Comments

I’m out of shape, easily winded and tender. No matter my regimen, I am perpetually on the other side of fit. It has been years since I moved unconscious of appearances, confident in my strength.

Still, I move determinedly; slowly and sometimes clumsily, but forward.

Yesterday, I was pedaling after the retreating image of my husband’s more capable form when we rounded a stretch of trail that presented an unexpected distraction. Graceful and hesitant, tucked into the shelter of trees was a fawn.

In that moment, I forgot the temporary aches for awe.

Gratitude has a way of tempering negativity, shifting our perspective from a scale that measures the burden of our worries and insecurities to a truer gauge of our abilities and gifts.

Some days I muscle through gratitude, consciously. Other days it comes unexpectedly, drawing me further from myself.

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